I haven't gotten far in it yet, but damn its fun! Issu is a pervert and a worm his antics make me laugh.

My birthday is on St. Patrick's Day you'd think I'd have good luck... but no everyyear the worst things happen on my birthday!

Mom went to take care of my grandma while she was in surgery, it turns out she has cancer. She can't get kemotherapy because shes one of the oldest heart transplant patients. So shes going to die in her home. Not only this is bothering me, but a big part.

With mom gone and Steve working I'm expected to watch my sister any time I'm not at work, forget time for me to sleep or be creatiuve. I'm running out of things to give her to do shes driving me crazy. "I just gave you something to do!" "If you're bored already then go entertain yourself." I grew up with dad who was gone most of the time working, so I know how to entertain myself she doesan't at all.

Well I created Rosco 10 years ago he looked like a Sonic\looney tunes reject, I had a feeling he was always dirtier than I used to represent him when I was younger. I was afraid to write what I was really thinking he'd say afraid it be seen by my parents.

Now, though I'm braver, Rosco can truely be as dirty and c-horny as I can think of. In spite of that I think its more fun to alure to something dirty than show it. Rosco jumps at any chance to make a dirty joke or comment around Hythena. He likes to make animal race jokes, and reference people he just doesn't like as gay.

Rosco lives his life like theres no tomarrow, because there may not be one. Hes being chased by some hit men, and one person he truey despites and fears. Hes pretty paranoid, about that one.

I've been borrowing Justice League from Chris, hehe I love him hes so sweet!

*Err ahem! I'm still in college though... I can't screw it up..! I gotta be a good girl.

I feel suspicious theres something ugly going on, that I don't know about. Anytime I'm happy it seems like something bad has to happen. Its like the world has to go heywire for me to be happy and treated fairly.

I think someone slashed my bike tires again. I know that the cooks were mad at me, but I wonder if thats all it is. My intution keeps telling me that the people around me are lying to me, but I'm happy so I know I don't want to see it till it rears its ugly head. I'm not going to run away though, not anymore.

My good friend's father is very ill and needs surgery. She recently went through a horrible car crash and is on lots of meds that make her tired and light-headed.

I hope I'm worried I'm not being supportive enough. I'm not the best at that kind of thing, but I pride myself on my honesty.

I read in her journal that her mother and herself are going to be driving someplace five miles away to be with the dad.

As a symbol of support I give my own good luck to her to help get her through this hard time.

I was having problems with this girl when I went to college during the fall last year. She was always trying to start fights with me while I was on the bus.

She hasn't been on the bus this semester, I'm so releived. Goes to show its a small world nutsos are everywhere. I must attract them.

Its funny I thought of lots of good things to say about someone the other day, while talking to my newest friend. (Like a snowman.) We had a lot in common, like dealing with two-faced manipulative people in the past.

I've been afraid to trust anyone for so long after my best friend and her friends turned their backs on me.

I look back now with pride that I dared to deviate from groupthink as its called in Sociology. With power comes Conflict as Karl Marx states. I am not a follower, but a leader of my own cause in life. I am stronger than ever. ;D

Thats the way it should be. Love all of you! <3